I look in the mirror
I’m proud of myself
I look good and feel good.
My confidence starts blooming
Though, I need numbers to validate my progress.
It’s not what I expected.
I haven’t made progress, I’m stationary.
It’s a gut wrenching feeling.
Why…why? Am I not making progress.
Is it because I check the numbers everyday?
Yes change doesn’t happen overnight.
But it’s impulse now…
I can’t help it.
I need validation for how I look.