Sometimes breathing is too hard
One second feeling like a lifetime of pain
With no end in sight
No endless slumber on the horizon
Breathing is too hard
Small steps aren’t working
How much longer?
I can’t feel the breaths as much anymore
Time seems to be speeding
Every second is no longer agony
I can see a faint light appearing,
It grows brighter every day
I can finally feel it,
The inner calm.
I’ve never felt this before
I can feel pain arising in my face
From smiling too much
Now I look in the mirror,
I don’t notice my chest moving up and down
My breathing is calm.
I can’t feel my heart beats any longer
My body and mind are silent
And it’s beautiful