Better Yourself Bucket List

This year, I really lost myself. By the time I finished my course I was full of self-doubt, depression, anxiety and fear. My anxiety got to the point where I would have a panic attack every night because I would think about the past year and blame myself. It took my friend telling me thatContinue reading “Better Yourself Bucket List”

Panicking

I can’t breathe There’s fear…there’s pain… There’s panic… 5 things I can touch, 5 things I can see. List them and breathe. Don’t think about anything else I can touch my blanket…my plush Everything was my fault, everything Stop. Focus. Three more things. My dog…my book…my iPad. That’s wasn’t so hard, see Why was IContinue reading “Panicking”

Why I Love Frozen 2 Pt. 1 (spoilers)

Warning: spoilers. For those of you who just want to read my interpretation of the second movie, skip to paragraph four as the first few paragraphs is what the first Frozen movie meant to me. When the first Frozen movie came out, I remember seeing all the hype about it. So naturally, I gave inContinue reading “Why I Love Frozen 2 Pt. 1 (spoilers)”

Feeling Myself – 16th of December

I spent the day relaxing in bed with my cat. I kind of feel like I should leave the house but it’s summer and it’s too hot outside. I recently finished my course and I am continuing to find myself being unsatisfied with what I’m doing. I just sit at home doing nothing… which don’tContinue reading “Feeling Myself – 16th of December”

The Light

There’s finally some light It’s trickling through the gaps The darkness is now filled with outlines It’s been dark for so long I can’t remember the colours There’s no colours yet… Only black and white It’s been a while, since I could see so clearly The light is growing more and more I can’t wait…IContinue reading “The Light”

The Silhouette

Somethings watching. I can’t quite make it out It’s darkness… It’s a silhouette Is it human or animal? It looks like something in between It appears everywhere I’m with friends…it’s there Watching tv…it’s there Never close but never too far I don’t understand why “What do you want?” “Why won’t you let me be free?”Continue reading “The Silhouette”

A Day In Melbourne – 14th of December

On Saturday I spent the day in Melbourne basically just eating everything I could. My friend and I decided to explore the city, look at the Christmas displays and well…eat. We started at Qv where they had a giant Christmas tree and cute little Christmas displays, definitely a photo op. Qv is food court/resturant complexContinue reading “A Day In Melbourne – 14th of December”