Romanticising Your Life

Recently, an idea that has become popular on tiktok is romanticising your life. While this notion sounds well, romantic, I’ve discovered I don’t entirely know what it means. Any attempt I have made has left me with some sort of anxiety, coming to the realisation that I’m not romanticising anything. So naturally, to understand it,Continue reading “Romanticising Your Life”

Creating a Safe Space

It’s hard to express your thoughts, especially when telling someone. Often at times you don’t even need to voice them, just write or draw them. Something that really helps with expression is a safe space. While there are formal definitions, for me it’s a place where I can store my thoughts, feelings and desires. ForContinue reading “Creating a Safe Space”

Stalemate

All you do is hurt The laughter and love is gone. Yet, she stays. Mentally, I have left. I know the consequences of being around him. But you simply ignore it. When will enough be enough? What is left for him to take from you? … your children? He couldn’t possibly take that. We’ve seenContinue reading “Stalemate”

Pause

Time moves so fast, It’s hard to take a breath. Thoughts wander, Negativity sets in, I need to stop and breathe. Distractions don’t allow reflection, They only speed up time. Only one thing helps, Pausing. Stop, Take a breath, Create. Let the words flow. It’s only then the mind can be set free So joinContinue reading “Pause”

Inspiration

I can see the stars, Shining bright up above. They look down on me smiling. I don’t know when it happened, But now I’m just as bright as them I can feel the light exploding from me My creativity is free It’s going to end soon, This new found light But it’s okay. I madeContinue reading “Inspiration”

Mid 2020 Reflections

It’s finally the second half of the year, and like most people, I’m counting down the months until it ends. Despite this, I’ve learnt and grown a lot this year, so I want to share these lessons in hope others can reflect. Focus on yourself. You can’t please everyone because it’s exhausting, do be kindContinue reading “Mid 2020 Reflections”

What’s Left?

I feel deserted Like I’ve fucked up so much. Somehow it was all my fault, Because it couldn’t be helped. Because it’s a great life lesson. Abuse is abuse There’s no reward from it, No lesson to learn, no right to make excuses for an abuser. While they have everything, I’m on the floor broken.Continue reading “What’s Left?”

Time Pauses For No One

Let me freeze this moment, please? My future is fuzzy It’s hard to see I think there are shadows lurking I’m safe in this moment, Where my world transparent. No monsters are lurking, Shadows are absent. The universe cannot hear my pleas, They continue to go unanswered, The path of uncertainty approaches, Why won’t youContinue reading “Time Pauses For No One”