Validation

I painted something! It’s gorgeous, some of my best work It’s a dancer, leaping through the air I love it! I need to show someone! “Mum! Mum! Look at my painting!” “Look! Look! Look!” “Isn’t it pretty?” I can’t help but smile, I’m so excited It’s definitely going on the fridge Huh? She doesn’t lookContinue reading “Validation”

Panicking

I can’t breathe There’s fear…there’s pain… There’s panic… 5 things I can touch, 5 things I can see. List them and breathe. Don’t think about anything else I can touch my blanket…my plush Everything was my fault, everything Stop. Focus. Three more things. My dog…my book…my iPad. That’s wasn’t so hard, see Why was IContinue reading “Panicking”

The Light

There’s finally some light It’s trickling through the gaps The darkness is now filled with outlines It’s been dark for so long I can’t remember the colours There’s no colours yet… Only black and white It’s been a while, since I could see so clearly The light is growing more and more I can’t wait…IContinue reading “The Light”

The Silhouette

Somethings watching. I can’t quite make it out It’s darkness… It’s a silhouette Is it human or animal? It looks like something in between It appears everywhere I’m with friends…it’s there Watching tv…it’s there Never close but never too far I don’t understand why “What do you want?” “Why won’t you let me be free?”Continue reading “The Silhouette”