Attention

I’m cold Not outside, but in I cannot feel anyone’s warmth There’s no love or support to envelope me Only emptiness and ice remains Please, someone hold my hand I need attention My fears are too strong Anxiety is growing. Validate my feelings, It can help set me free. Now that someone’s here, I’m noContinue reading “Attention”

Inspiration

I can see the stars, Shining bright up above. They look down on me smiling. I don’t know when it happened, But now I’m just as bright as them I can feel the light exploding from me My creativity is free It’s going to end soon, This new found light But it’s okay. I madeContinue reading “Inspiration”

Mid 2020 Reflections

It’s finally the second half of the year, and like most people, I’m counting down the months until it ends. Despite this, I’ve learnt and grown a lot this year, so I want to share these lessons in hope others can reflect. Focus on yourself. You can’t please everyone because it’s exhausting, do be kindContinue reading “Mid 2020 Reflections”

What’s Left?

I feel deserted Like I’ve fucked up so much. Somehow it was all my fault, Because it couldn’t be helped. Because it’s a great life lesson. Abuse is abuse There’s no reward from it, No lesson to learn, no right to make excuses for an abuser. While they have everything, I’m on the floor broken.Continue reading “What’s Left?”

Time Pauses For No One

Let me freeze this moment, please? My future is fuzzy It’s hard to see I think there are shadows lurking I’m safe in this moment, Where my world transparent. No monsters are lurking, Shadows are absent. The universe cannot hear my pleas, They continue to go unanswered, The path of uncertainty approaches, Why won’t youContinue reading “Time Pauses For No One”

I Can’t See The Stars Anymore

Light is fading The sky is cloudy Hope and imagination have subsided. A sky once filled with speckles of light Now, reduced to a blank space I see myself in the sky Vast and empty I once dreamed to be bright, to be seen But now, clouds have covered me I can’t be bright anyContinue reading “I Can’t See The Stars Anymore”

Delusional

I thought it was really going to happen this time. The universe was on my side I could see my dream, Drawn by the stars, Spelled out by the gushing winds The universe was telling me something Yet, I never realised… Never realised it was drawn by the stars, Because my dream was too big.Continue reading “Delusional”

Book Corner – Lessons Learned from The Order of the Phoenix

This post isn’t going to be on the book as much per sae. I enjoyed this book as much as I enjoyed the rest of the Harry Potter series, however; one character stood out to me, Dumbledore. So, I’m going to discuss why because it almost brought a tear to my eye, and I don’tContinue reading “Book Corner – Lessons Learned from The Order of the Phoenix”